Wednesday, December 3, 2008
There have been a lot of changes in my life lately. Some I initiated myself, some that just so happened to pop up and redirect my course. And yeah, it's been a bit of a weight on my shoulders. It gets overwhelming sometimes and I lose myself in it.
But there's one thing you need to understand.
I didn't want to moan over it.
I didn't want to piss and rant about it.
I didn't want to cry.
I didn't want to think about it before I went to sleep.
I didn't want it to occupy my thoughts in the middle of the day.
I didn't want to let it depress me or bring me down.
I didn't want it to get in the way of my academics.
Nothing. I didn't want or do any of those.
But I wanted to scream.
7:26 AM